Hello people... the last episode pictures is not here. You can see them on Mee's blog, which you can go to by following the link on the right sidebar. Go there and see, meanwhile....

By the time I post this one, Larry must have arrived in Perth, Australia. How are you feeling my brother? Are you fine and well over there? I hope I can see you again soon, hopefully in December, but if not it will be next year at your sister's wedding then. Well, as for last night, there are no more about that and the problem is resolved. But what my dad said really knocked me. He said that when my brother sent me the sms, I could have only replied and not phoned back. And even if I did phone back, I should have chosen my words and not just shout and scream with anger like last night. I could have said "yes, I will come home after I eat with my friends" and everything will be alright.

So you're right Lar... the problem lies within me, anger is not good and I should learn to overcome it. I'm still learning and it is hard. As for today, in my prayer time I have learned about being joyful and rejoicing always in my life. Joy is one of the fruits of the Holy Spirit, and without joy there will be no praising the LORD. I have put all of my life problems in HIS strong hand, from my almost-broken car, my lost ATM card, and my family finances. I'm sure that HE will lead me through all that in HIS plans and in HIS time... I know that HE will give the best for me because only HE knows what is best for me, not myself and not others.

Today I felt HIM really close and present, and I even got a message from Father God. I can't hear HIM just yet, He's still speaking by the Bible, but Chette today delivered a message for me from HIM:

Son,

Suppose you heard sirens screaming and a sound system blaring the news that you were being attacked. You'd probably do something to get ready. Well today, you will be involved in a battle. But the Battleground will be YOUR MIND. You're already equipped with Truth. You know You're my child and NOTHING CAN SEPARATE YOU FROM MY LOVE.

But today you may HEAR little LIES in your mind waging war against that TRUTH. They might try to tell you I'M NOT REAL or I DON'T LOVE YOU or I CAN'T FORGIVE YOU.

That's just the ENEMY talking. When you hear him, tune him out and call on me. I'll boast your FAITH so that you can demolish his lies and put every thought in the hands of my SON.

The overcoming Truth,
Your Father God.

Thank you Father, thank you Chette... well I experienced that one a few days ago, and I think I will still face it. If Chette send that to me today (which is already around 3 pm when I received that) and nothing happened today, it means that it will happen tomorrow or soon. Father won't give a warning for nothing, and HE is never wrong, so I know that soon it will come and I must be ready to face it. When it really comes, I must chase out that voice out of my mind and set my eyes, ears and heart once again to the LORD. Hehehe, felt so happy today that finally Father has spoken to me, even though He spoke through others, it is okay, I'm still happy that HE cares for me :)


••• Friday, October 31, 2003 •••