Hello people... the last episode pictures is not here. You can see them on Mee's blog, which you can go to by following the link on the right sidebar. Go there and see, meanwhile....

By the time I post this one, Larry must have arrived in Perth, Australia. How are you feeling my brother? Are you fine and well over there? I hope I can see you again soon, hopefully in December, but if not it will be next year at your sister's wedding then. Well, as for last night, there are no more about that and the problem is resolved. But what my dad said really knocked me. He said that when my brother sent me the sms, I could have only replied and not phoned back. And even if I did phone back, I should have chosen my words and not just shout and scream with anger like last night. I could have said "yes, I will come home after I eat with my friends" and everything will be alright.

So you're right Lar... the problem lies within me, anger is not good and I should learn to overcome it. I'm still learning and it is hard. As for today, in my prayer time I have learned about being joyful and rejoicing always in my life. Joy is one of the fruits of the Holy Spirit, and without joy there will be no praising the LORD. I have put all of my life problems in HIS strong hand, from my almost-broken car, my lost ATM card, and my family finances. I'm sure that HE will lead me through all that in HIS plans and in HIS time... I know that HE will give the best for me because only HE knows what is best for me, not myself and not others.

Today I felt HIM really close and present, and I even got a message from Father God. I can't hear HIM just yet, He's still speaking by the Bible, but Chette today delivered a message for me from HIM:

Son,

Suppose you heard sirens screaming and a sound system blaring the news that you were being attacked. You'd probably do something to get ready. Well today, you will be involved in a battle. But the Battleground will be YOUR MIND. You're already equipped with Truth. You know You're my child and NOTHING CAN SEPARATE YOU FROM MY LOVE.

But today you may HEAR little LIES in your mind waging war against that TRUTH. They might try to tell you I'M NOT REAL or I DON'T LOVE YOU or I CAN'T FORGIVE YOU.

That's just the ENEMY talking. When you hear him, tune him out and call on me. I'll boast your FAITH so that you can demolish his lies and put every thought in the hands of my SON.

The overcoming Truth,
Your Father God.

Thank you Father, thank you Chette... well I experienced that one a few days ago, and I think I will still face it. If Chette send that to me today (which is already around 3 pm when I received that) and nothing happened today, it means that it will happen tomorrow or soon. Father won't give a warning for nothing, and HE is never wrong, so I know that soon it will come and I must be ready to face it. When it really comes, I must chase out that voice out of my mind and set my eyes, ears and heart once again to the LORD. Hehehe, felt so happy today that finally Father has spoken to me, even though He spoke through others, it is okay, I'm still happy that HE cares for me :)


••• Friday, October 31, 2003 •••
I'm tired.... I'm really tired today... First off there was (again) no class today, so just went to the Astra Peugeot workshop to fix my car. In the end it cost me a lot (about 600k) and yet the repairs were not complete as my car is still malfunctioning in some places. It took me about 3 hours of waiting and my father personally came to the workshop to unleash some wrath at losing 600k for almost no repair done. Wonder why European cars like mine are more fragile than Asian cars. I'm hoping of a new car... a new Toyota VIOS 1.5G A/T if I can, hehe :) Hey Q, if you would like to buy my 206, how if you offer me a reasonable price now? But then again, as I have lost 600k for car repairs today, might as well use it for some more time.

Toyota VIOS 1.5G A/T sounds good but it is said that it runs on Pertamax fuel and using Premium will damage the machine. Well, the same thing is also true for Peugeot 307 and some newer cars like those BMW series. If any of you guys have any experience of using Premium on those Pertamax-only cars, please let me know and tell me your share of experience. Did your car get broken down or everything just happens to be fine?


••• Monday, October 27, 2003 •••
You guys are just here for the pictures, aren't you?
Okay, here's the latest batch of pictures, this time it's only four:



A little change of plans. As there is no picture taking today, the number of episodes will be cut down to only four. The last episode will be taken on Wednesday at Palimanan Restaurant, at the event of Vic's farewell dinner. Vic will leave on Thursday 1 pm, and currently there are no plans for accompanying him to the airport as I and Vivian have our own schedules for that day. So keep coming back here and check on Wednesday to see the last pictures. And I also want to thank Vic Larry and Vivian Mee for all these days, you have shared a lot and you have taught me a lot. Thank you for that. I won't forget these nights, that's why I'm keeping all these pictures, hehe =)


••• Sunday, October 26, 2003 •••